TIME: you are immortal

I wish I had something that could be able to play, pause and rewind my time; my life. Everyday I feel like I don't want my time to go forward instead I wander what would it be like if I could go back to my past?

I don't know why I am afraid of facing my future. Maybe, its due to the inability to face new challenges and changes. Who knows how might I end up being in my future?

And taking about past who doesn't want to go there?

If god comes to me and says " OK! here is the remote and there is the TV and the program currently being showed in the TV is your past. So, you better watch it kid."

"God! this won't satisfy me. I want to be in my past but not be a fan of my life and watch it in a TV."

The Road not taken..WOULD I DARE TO?

"TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth" -Robert Frost (confused).....I hate it. Really. Damn! god. Why do we ever get into a dilemma? Why do I have to chose between some duos? Why do I have to choose my career? Why can't I decide it later on?.............. Why do I have to do those things which I fine hard?

A NEW DAY WITH NEW HOPES AND ASPIRATION

A historic and momentous decision had been made
We have had many obnoxious situations in the past
We thought we had lost the key of the peace and harmony
We were used to brutality and cruelty and partiality
but as there is a law of nature, after every sunset there is a sunrise
A new star was there to carry out which was quite wise.

Hi everyone!! what day is today?

Just woke up from the bed and thought what day would be today?
Would it be the same as my past days OR can today anything break my monotony?

OH! NO, the damn same day and the same stuffs lingering again. GOD! why can't I get re-birth every time I wake up?......Again I would have to face those bore and of course the monotonous things. OR shall I not step out of this bed. Why should I OR why shouldn't I?
LETS do it. I am gonna the break the routine today.
I would just sleep and won't wake up...........